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I was changing Leon and forgot to cover him.

He started peeing and since it was too late to get something to cover him, I just put my hand over the stream to aim it down, and then just cleaned him up and washed my hands.

How weird it is to not even think it’s weird when I’m just letting him pee.

Updates with Leon.

Leon is three and a half months old now. He is only nursing at home, and drinking 8 ounces of formula while at daycare. He is 11 pounds, and can hold his head up super well now. He wants to sit up all the time so I bought him a seat that helps him stay upright.

He smiles and babbles all the time. He sleeps well. But he’s been chewing on his hands to the point of gagging. Fussy and red faced. I think he’s teething.

I have been drinking water and Gatorade, taking alfalfa pills, eating oatmeal, and lactation cookies. I still never feel full though. He gets enough when he eats, and I’m pumping 4oz at a time instead of my normal 1 1/2, so I’m getting a tiny stash in the freezer. I don’t understand how moms on the forums are getting 6-10oz each time they pump.

I have seen Frazia and Seth a couple times. He’s so adorable. I think they are coming over Monday to hang out. Monday night Miles’ mom is watching Leon so we can go out for sushi for my birthday. I will be 26. It’s kinda weird for me. I had this plan when I was younger to kill myself when I was 25. And in a few days, I kinda feel like I will be over this hill and will never have to worry about those feelings again. Like I won the right to living good. I don’t know how to explain it.

Frazia has to go back to work, so Leon will have to stay in daycare. But it’s okay.. I like the ladies in the infant area. Miles’ mom is going to watch him on the weekends when daycare is closed.

acejihyo:

just saw star trek. chris pine was okay. zachary quinto was great. benedict cumberbatch, let’s forego the waxing of poetics and just LET ME DROWN IN YOUR VOICE.

My opinion exactly.

Ugh.

I got another root canal today. Sadly, I can’t get the crowns for it and the other one I had fixed, because you have to pay half up front since I’m out of insurance money, and it’s $815 for half. :(

Brian, Frazia and their baby boy Seth. I can’t wait for him to get older and more alert where him and Leon can play together. Leon was trying to grab his feet today while Seth was sleeping.

Brian, Frazia and their baby boy Seth. I can’t wait for him to get older and more alert where him and Leon can play together. Leon was trying to grab his feet today while Seth was sleeping.

Miles, me and Leon with Godmother Frazia and baby Seth, and Godfather Dan.

Miles, me and Leon with Godmother Frazia and baby Seth, and Godfather Dan.

Leon got baptized today. He wore the same gown his father and aunt wore when they were babies.

Leon got baptized today. He wore the same gown his father and aunt wore when they were babies.

I was off for four days last weekend and Monday and Tuesday. Even though I was off, I took Leon to daycare Monday and Tuesday for about six hours each day. I feel bad when he goes when I can watch him, but I really, really needed time to clean the house, and see Miles, and when Miles is at work, to have time for myself. A happy mommy is a good mommy.

Thursday, I heard on 88.3 about them wanting people to do random acts of kindness like paying for the person behind you in the drive thru and I was at McDonalds and the lady in front of me paid for mine! I wish someone had been behind me. Plus Mom watched Leon so Miles and I could go on a date. I got $14 from Clumsykids Consignment for the stuff I dropped off and found a baby carrier for $8 that I’m picking up on Tuesday when they open back up.

We saw Star Trek: Into the Darkness, which was amazing! Spock kicked ass, and the guy who played Sherlock was Khan, and I love, love, loved him in it. I need to own it as soon as possible.

In the top photo, He was so tired and just flailed out while I was carrying him to bed last night.

In the bottom photo, Leon is Dr. Seuss themed today.

We’re hanging around the house today, and tomorrow Leon is getting baptisted. :)

leeoldfashioned:

Good ol’ Andy Dwyer

I just watched this episode last night. I had to have it on my blog. 
I watched the first episode of Parks and Rec months ago and didn’t like it, so I stopped. Then Miles got into it and I was kinda forced into watching it more, and I’m glad because now I love the show!

leeoldfashioned:

Good ol’ Andy Dwyer

I just watched this episode last night. I had to have it on my blog.

I watched the first episode of Parks and Rec months ago and didn’t like it, so I stopped. Then Miles got into it and I was kinda forced into watching it more, and I’m glad because now I love the show!

(Source: leeatusc)